Piss

I met my old ex-classmate
just consist of 5 peps
I kinda get awkward cause they wouldn't like
to say anything with me
just like seriously,

for the first time I make an appearance with them
first thing they said ;
 I have lost weight ~
Really? How should I know man.
n that hit me ;
am I that fat during my school day? 

secondly, this the 2nd time I heard them
first was when I met my teacher..
n she like ;
You LOSE WEIGHT HALF of yours are gone.

again , Am I that fat?
When I look back my old photos
Yeah, I am that Fat!
Oh GoD! 
It was due to stress that I lose(i think)
and also, 
I kinda piss off when I heard my sibling can go out and watch movie with her friends.
while me?
I can't even get hangout and be blame with the situation !
I had told her I'll be a bit late and what! I gain annoyed and frustration and
she said don't blame others
!@%^$#$#&

I'm the one who'll be blame! really!
I wanna have fun too but why can't I stay late like others?
I really am PISSED

I always argue with you !
I'm just demanding simple thing
I want to hangout with friends
later, after you embarrassed me..
I found that ~
I don't want to hangout with anyone ANYMORE

so, I want to hangout ALONE!
you WOULDN'T give  that, right.
therefore,
If you don't  want to follow me my demand, don't blame me if I have no LIFE !