2016 is emotional

all of us is fighting for life !

for as long as i put my shoes inside others people
i know the feeling of longing someone attention

it's called considered and toleration

but yet people keep on compressed me with their judgement and prejudice,

then, i said,

who are they to judge me? my life that i been working all my might
all of my patience my hard work, everything just disappear once i be furious

people labelled me as madness,

what did i do wrong to make people keep on taking me out?
pushing me down, yet some chained me!

because, some want to success without hard work, using me as their bait to success,
yet... i  don't mind,

but no ! keep offence me ! keep treating me like animals, am i animal?

yes, i am mammals species but, why they treat me like some pest?

we're from the same ground, same world, same time yet, difference with others personalities and traits. that called unique.

then, when i strike back, they tried to pulled down making me back away, 

thus i realized. they are thirst of jealousy and lust they are none better as i am, they just took a wrong path !

whose fault? it's yourself dear !
you close your eyes to see the world, you close your heart to accept people success yet you complain when you didn't try anything !

know yourself better !

i know where my place is !
who i am is not for you to judge !

what am i, is not you who decide !

stand in you own principal !

mind your own business and others won't bash you like i do... i won't be like you !

i promise you, i will strike back with kindness yet this time with a little avenge added in it !


if the soup is sour, but some spice and let the others received the pain ~

Everything is futile

life is hopeless
but there's hope in less,

i'm may be fragile and people would want to destroy my happiness

yet...
I feel ignorance, oblivion and being such a fool

follow people order, i'm really am truly dumb.

yet..

i figure out to turn the table, to change the world, to

make things better, why am  the only one who's seeing this? 
why?

i could not find the answer, 

deep inside me,
i cage my roaring soul,
lock it, chain it.. truly, i am amazed with my own strength. 

but... 

what am i keep fighting for??
who does it belong to?