Experience
I have never felt this humiliation.
I tour around the school after 2013,
I remember those days of mine,
I am an average idiot girl, walking
around the school totally enjoying my days with friends and un-socialized with
the teachers as they turn against me.
My hatred of school really built me
to the extend suicide is really one of my top priority.
Depression really are my best
friends, those glare they gave me was frightening me, but my friend keep on
give me positive and help me a lot, she really try to build up my
self-confidence/
So, when I go tour the school can you
imagine, how embarrassed I am, all the teachers that once taught me not once
remember me, I was so disappoint to extend I don’t want to remember them,
But, I feel sorry for my friend so, I
play along with her,
The truth was I don’t feel anything.
I look around and I just totally enjoying
myself,
Whom the one that change me?
I don’t know.
Maybe because I just want to run away
from the world, I have enough.
I am not one of the favorite students,
not a popular child,
In teens, I encounter conflict with
life, struggle with studying and I felt a great burden of weight my family been
putting on me.
What can I do?
What should I do?
There, I found one solution that you
should never help people that only pursued their path for success for
themselves.
I admitted, I am selfish but I will
tell you the truth, I don’t know how to teach people, I really bad at
communication and I gave up on have the interaction with human,
What’s the point when people wanting
to see me fall to ground and they stomped on me as their staircase?
They are truly useless and trashed to
the society and allergy that I hate the most.
Look what they have done to me, torn
on the street of success, wounded and injured, nobody are willing to help me.
Nobody
EVEN MY
BEST FRIEND
So I’ll tell you one thing
And that is
VALUE
YOURSELVE MORE THAN OTHERS,
TREASURE
YOUR FAMILY THAN STRANGERS
AND
PLEASE TRY
TO ENJOY YOUR LIFE
I know it is really hard, but
eventually you could make it.
I believe in you, so please survive
this hopeless battle like no end,
Because it really paid off,
All those patience and quiet will be
notified by someone that you could never expect because
Life is full of surprises.
In conclusion, there’s one teacher
that reminds me and keep on supporting me and updated me, she really worried
about my whereabouts and now
Here I am soon-to-be an engineering
employment
There will be someone at the end of
the tunnel of darkness, misery, tears, failure, heart broke and path to be
successful,
That is
Your PARENTS, your LECTURES/TEACHERS, your COMRATE, and
YOURSELVES
Never stop trying!
That’s all I could do, I couldn’t guide you that much, but I want you to
experience it!
