UnTiTlE

Experience

I have never felt this humiliation.

I tour around the school after 2013,

I remember those days of mine,

I am an average idiot girl, walking around the school totally enjoying my days with friends and un-socialized with the teachers as they turn against me.

My hatred of school really built me to the extend suicide is really one of my top priority.

Depression really are my best friends, those glare they gave me was frightening me, but my friend keep on give me positive and help me a lot, she really try to build up my self-confidence/

So, when I go tour the school can you imagine, how embarrassed I am, all the teachers that once taught me not once remember me, I was so disappoint to extend I don’t want to remember them,

But, I feel sorry for my friend so, I play along with her,

The truth was I don’t feel anything.

 I look around and I just totally enjoying myself,

Whom the one that change me?

I don’t know.

Maybe because I just want to run away from the world, I have enough.

I am not one of the favorite students, not a popular child,

In teens, I encounter conflict with life, struggle with studying and I felt a great burden of weight my family been putting on me.

What can I do?

What should I do?

There, I found one solution that you should never help people that only pursued their path for success for themselves.

I admitted, I am selfish but I will tell you the truth, I don’t know how to teach people, I really bad at communication and I gave up on have the interaction with human,

What’s the point when people wanting to see me fall to ground and they stomped on me as their staircase?

They are truly useless and trashed to the society and allergy that I hate the most.

Look what they have done to me, torn on the street of success, wounded and injured, nobody are willing to help me.

Nobody

EVEN MY BEST FRIEND

So I’ll tell you one thing

And that is

VALUE YOURSELVE MORE THAN OTHERS,

TREASURE YOUR FAMILY THAN STRANGERS

AND

PLEASE TRY TO ENJOY YOUR LIFE

I know it is really hard, but eventually you could make it.

I believe in you, so please survive this hopeless battle like no end,

Because it really paid off,

All those patience and quiet will be notified by someone that you could never expect because

Life is full of surprises.

In conclusion, there’s one teacher that reminds me and keep on supporting me and updated me, she really worried about my whereabouts and now

Here I am soon-to-be an engineering employment

There will be someone at the end of the tunnel of darkness, misery, tears, failure, heart broke and path to be successful,

That is

Your PARENTS, your LECTURES/TEACHERS, your COMRATE, and

YOURSELVES

Never stop trying!

That’s all I could do, I couldn’t guide you that much, but I want you to experience it!