Fetter ~~

a chain is attached to my ankle 

well that chain is called
responsibility 

also
meaning i am alive

the thing is
i dont want to be alive

but i dont want to be dead useless

so, i am in the middle of somewhere dead alive

that why i call myself
a zombie human form

perfectly fine on the outside
but rotten inside

that what human truly are,...
the foul smell fly though inside your nostrils
and send shivers and tears to your eyes..

even your cell body cannot accept it presence...

#particularly_my_mind_in_state_of-confusion