Child complain

I realized that
if I say like :
" I won't go out"
I'll done the opposite one
It's like a curse..

so I'll think my words before say it our loud
also,
I been caught up with my friend-intro-to-the-other-friend A.K.A new friend added in my list of friend,
It not like I don't like him,
just ..
I'm not comfortable
why?
they fluency beyond me..
I'm mere human with low capabilities and I didn't even know my IQ level.. (that's sucks)

Describe my new friend :
Male
same age as me
[that's it]

what i don't like about him was
he like to ask question,
always but a bait on me,
wanting me to say, speak my mind, LOUDLY,
also, he is very persuasive,
the more you resist the more he will try to open your mouth.
I'll just nodded and shook my head for the reply
cause I don't want to make them feel uncomfortable with my presence.

the story goes like this :
"So, how can you be friend with this monkey?"
I looked down, don't want to make eye contact, cause I know, he'll think I'm daring, so let's avoid any possible question to be asked. long silent there, sweat keep bugging my face.,
then, "really, you asked that question? of all the question that keep on pampering your head?", she replied and look at him.
I feel relieve. Thank you friend for backing me up.
"Personally .. it's bec-", before she could finished her sentence, he shush her and said,
"I'm talking to your friend, not you!" that sentences really choke me. i took a deep breath and pull some courage and look up.I keep on pressing my lips, parted it and closed it. in the end i just let it be hanging. Hard question to be answered for me. He keep on questioning me. I feel like I'm in interrogate room.
I'm the culprit and his the detective.

-end of the flashback-
Now, they want to meet up again..
I don't want to meet him..
I hope we didn't meet again cause I'm pretty hell sure.. three of them will plotted dark plan on me..

#Save me